Lovely.

God never ceases to amaze me. I have just been so encouraged lately its unbelievable.I usually am the most negative person you could meet.Lately god has turned that around.I have taken things and have made the best of them and it feels great! I had a great weekend!This week will be awesome too.
Last week someone spoke about pride and it really got me thinking about the little things that have made me become prideful.And that message couldn't have come at a better time. It was right when I needed it.It really hit the spot!lol.
I'm starting to read a new book called "Blue like Jazz."My best friend Carly let me borrow it and Ive heard its an awesome book so I am looking forward to read it.

Listening to: God of this City,Chris Tomlin
Mood:amazed.

So Emotional!

I've been an emotional wreck the past month!I'm usually the most non-emotional person you will ever meet.My parents used to think something was wrong with me because I used to never cry!lol.Well things are really changing now!But ya, I'm thinking God is doing this to me for some reason...(still trying to figure it out)maybe to break me and do some changes...who knows.only Him.lol

Worship was awesome on Wednesday.We did a new song from winter retreat called You wont Relent.God really is using this song this year for all of us.We are using at as our theme for college group and i am really excited to be doing worship for that.Something i feel God really wants me to do.God is gunna move majorly through the College and Career Group.Its time for our generation to step up and do some amazing things to make a difference.

Mood:Encouraged
Listening to:Give us Clean Hands Chris Tomlin

How He Loves video.

I hate being sick.

I been getting sick on and off for two months now and Im really tired of it!lol.This time its a major sinus thing and i just feel plugged up.Thats the best way I can desrcibe it.I better go away soon!
Today I found a really good scripture. Is. 58:11 "And the Lord will continually guide you, and satisfy your desire in scorched places,and give strength to your bones,and you will be like a watered garden,and like a spring of water whose waters do not fail."
Its pretty self explanatory,and it really made me think once again.God has been really making me think lately in everything I do.Its great but at times its really frusturating.lol.



Im posting a video just for you Lori!




Mood: Tired.

I Need You To Love Me

"Why, why are You still here with me
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You

But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me

Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been"


I've been listening to this song all day.The lyrics are so true,because i have felt that way so many times in life.Like why does God still love me after all the times I've screwed up?It awesome to know that we have a God that loves us that much and that He never stops loving us.We are so lucky.I am so blessed.


Mood:Blessed

Why am I a procrastinator?

Another day off!Yay.There is tons of stuff I really really really need to get done, and have yet to do it.I get so mad at myself because I wait to do things until the absolute last minute.We haven't booked the hotel yet for NY,and we are one week away from going.So yeah,that has to get done today.i guess that's the main thing i have been waiting to do,but i do have a bunch of other little things i need to get done as well.

I also feel like I'm getting sick again.I am praying to God that I am not because that would be really bad.The weather has been nice this week.I heard a rumor that its supposed to snow this Sunday.Oh Michigan never ceases to amaze me..haha..

that's all i got.


Listening to:Fall Away,The Fray
Mood: Determined

Good morning.

So yesterday was the longest day of my life!I worked from 11 to 9..it was terrible.But I did manage to make some money..which is good cuz of NY.I got to hang out with Sarah last night which is always a good time.I'm still at her house...not much to say now other than I just woke up and I gotta go home now!


Bible verse: "We know and rely on the love God has for us.God is Love.Whoever lives in love lives in God,and God in him." 1John 4:16





Song:You Alone David Crowder band
Mood: Inspired

I hate my job.

so I got a wonderful wake up call this morning..my boss called me in to come intp work at 11.so that means I am working 11-8 now!FUN.So now I am up for the day..The only reason I told him I would come in,is because I need money for NY..Me and my best friend Carly are going to NY in 10 days to check out the makeup school we are going to at the end of August.We want to fly but the tickets are way expensive,so now we decided to drive.Last time we went on a road trip it was to NC for easter and i got a speeding ticket on the way home..cant let that happen again...


So my bible verse today was a good one... "So count it all as joy my brothers,when you fall into various temptations,know that the testing of your fatih produces endurance.Let endurance have its perfect work,so that you may be perfect and complete,lacking nothing." James 1:2-4. It really made me think..

thats all for now.

Song:Job 38 John Mark McMillan
Mood:challenged.

My first blog.

My first blog.

so.i been thinking to make one of these things for a while now.finally done it.go me!i got a lot of things going on lately in my life so i figure this will be the best thing to do to let it out and let anyone who cars know about it all.

not gunna say much more now...im sure ill write some tomorrow.






listening to:oh taste and see,Brian and Jenn Johnson..(check em out.)

mood:blessed.



love you all.